ON MEMORY
Thirty years as a whole or as a strange sign of maturity
Dragged in innumerable days of prophecy and dreams
Or a sandy exile in the storm of death,
Spirit or death
Said Paulo of Tarso Letter to Romans 7:7,
In those circumstances memory is the mirror of that prophecy.
Circumstances
of peasants and working dawn
Slum dweller and miserable marching after prophetic red cloths,
A fact of happy remembrance as each letter of the word happy
And in each sound of the peasant and working happiness
Pronounced like a mantra in nirvana or revelation.
There,
in meanders of the brain memory sparkles
And conscience is done
It becomes a brightly shinning ocean sailed by quick white vessels
Sailing in the archipelagos of the love,
Under the surface of the sea,
In the black waters says the Odyssey
Abyss fish take refuge among the waves in shadows
Carrying in their heads their own light,
The life of the Spirit as Paulo's Romans Letter would say.
And spirit
once was Memory among others things
Mnemosyné the patron of the Muses,
The one that gave breath to poetry,
The one that if is gone leave us without job
as I would say,
And didn´t leave a lyre's string to sing the rage of Achilles
Let´s
consider the importance that Socrates gave to this:
Without memory there is no Idea of Good or Evil
And the wise Greeks invented
A wise word:
Nostalgia
Of nóstos = return
Of álgia = pain
Pain
for coming back
Pain for recalling the loss
As Ulysses in the Island of Kirke
Pain for Itaka
Pain for Penélope and Telémaco
Pain for its people of peaceful shepherds.
The Greeks
understood that knowing
Is to recover the loss from the void
Assume the irretrievable sorrow
Of what has been crushed by history
As Walter Benjamín said lately.
Then
without that good nostalgia
Nobody can be saved
says
Me The
Poet,
But Sulky
Rick does not want nostalgia
(It is in the news)
Rickie has opted for amnesia
He has decided for a future with no memory
Lobotomize the future
Treat it with insulinic shocks
Erase some 40 years of memory to the country
Says Otto Dörr
The psyquiatrist
And by
the way erase every First of May
With democratik Central Única de Trabajadores
Erase
images of happy peasants and workers marching
The poor of the countryside and city
Chasing their dawn of red cloths
To enter full of dignity the cities of Chile
Kakós
Kakós estín
Ugly
It is ugly
Would
have shouted the athenians in the ágora
The day of votation
It is
ugly the Greeks would have
It is ugly
"You are too ugly"
They would have shouted
I think
That I remember correctly
Ugly was the same than evil
Evil
for the noble
Evil for the philosophers
Evil for the poets
Evil for the merchants
It is
Horrible that an ugly man presides the government
And to conduct the troops of the Hélade
Or to direct in starry nights tragic contests
Or to sit in the highest chair in the Olympiads
Nobody
would have voted for Rickie
Ugly hypocritical coward fat
Kakós
Kakós estín
They
would have shouted at him in the street
Children
Women
Slaves
and foreigners
This are postmodern men
Without nostalgia
"Hollow men" said Eliot
Hollow
men that fear the sorrow of memory.
But there is nostalgia in the multitude
As a crowd of abyss fish
carrying in their own heads the Spirit that guides them towards love
I see the face of the president in gigantic screen in Wall Street
Not to announce the nationalization of Chile
But to negotiate the memory of his people
The face of Rickie in gigantic screen in Wall Street
Asking George Soros:
"Give
me permission boss to be president in Chile"
"Recommend me boss with the State Department"
And Soros:
"Don't worry here we take care of you go back in calm,
Greetings for your wife ..."
But me
The Poet
Can say only one thing:
Allende
was not ugly
Because Allende was good
And the
people should feel nostalgia
So that they won't lose their future
Red
nostalgia of red cloths
Of the reddest red
Green and red
Black and red
Red and red
In illo
tempore dawn had pink fingers
Rododactilós said the Greeks
Nostalgic dawn
Iridescent dawn from another future
And I
The Poet am able to say
Nostalgic remembrance of those dawns
Shinning dawns
Rains of photons in my face
Packages of photons and waves
At 6.00 AM
Humidity
in the ground pressed by frost
Fragrance of frosty and white land
Grass awaking from its dream
As stretching its sprouts
As wanting to embrace the dawn
Rododactilós
Nostalgic memory of first green grapes
Tiny
And transparent
A tiny sun in each bud
A drop of water in each one
Each one a promise of the sweetest summer,
In the grape vine the fog is flying towards the sky
It spoked to me in my ear
And told me:
This day is yours
Only yours.
The land
is heating up little by little
Barking dogs
Red rose bushes
And future
And future
And future
A crowd
who owns its future
First of May of 1973
March of university students
Towards the Plaza de Concepcion
For when
you are 17 there is only future
Past is too new
And future newer still
And when
nostalgia is future
Nostalgia is good
Kalos
kai agathós
Beautiful
and good
And it
is beautiful and good to recall the shanty town Ho Chi Minh
Ho Ho
Ho Chi Minh Will Fight until the end
And is
good and beautiful to recall nostalgically
The Nationalization of the Chilean Copper
The rural settlements
Of Trongol
Of San Fernando
Of Laja
Beautiful and good to recall the organized crowd
"This
government might be shit
But it is my government"
Said
the placard of a worker
That 1st of May of 1973
Beautiful
and good
Kalós
kai agathos
Thus
the crowd will return
again and again.
Waves
in the beaches of the Pacific Ocean.
Brujo Huichol
August, 2003-08-28

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