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Defensa de la VIRGEN MARIA
My
friend Francesca
da Rimini sent
me an MERLIN STONE, MARY DALY & ANDREA DWORKIN are WOMEN I WILL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL. Dr Melanie Claire Purcell, was the person Francesca da Rimini put me in touch with. Dr Purcell BECAME A MAGIC MIRROR,and as with MAGIC mirrors the relationship was not always SWEET, but as SISTERS we are on this JOURNEY TOGETHER. Melanie has given me WORDS all along and in her site i found a FOUNTAIN of living knowledge. Melanie is also an ARTIST. ART is painful & rewarding, it is like giving birth. This is the way Dr Purcell and myself feel about our work. I would like to tell publicly i owe MELANIE CLAIRE PURCELL MY OWL.
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RE: [Fwd: RE: hello] hi Melanie, thanks for your message as well ... i will start reading your work, i am very <HAPPY> as i only read what comes to me in <magikal ways> ... you are magikal, i have been thinking and performing EXISTING lately, and realised how >lonely< it is for me living in this world, because >I AM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING< and i mean this, >ANYTHING IT HAS, AND WILL AND IS OFFERING< because i find it utterly >BORING< ... we are supposed to be living in the >ENTERTAINMENT< era, and the truth of the matter is, i found this era more boring all the time, completely >UNINTERESTING< ... i
had a very strange relationship with the <SPIRITUAL WORLD> ... in
this my teacher, a Nicaraguan <NICARAO/AFRO> woman, whom i met in
ADELAIDE, South Australia, used to say: <SHEKNEWEVERYTHINGELSE> she also said I DIDN´T NOTICE GOD´s LOVE, he will not let you go, even if he has to bring you on your knees ... she was right. <we> have our own individual path and mine was one of coming with >ABSOLUTELY NO< <FAITH> and a lot of <WILL> >POWER< ... thatīs it, believe, not much ... >BIOLOGY< was the only place where my interests met, nevertheless, killing animals, was a major problem for me ... [commence subSETBIOLOGY AKADEMIA organized my mind when thinking about a problem. i am also good at biology, this is where my strength lies. i have never published anything because i find dealing with Academic issues not for me ... i NEEDED PROOF of the holy spirit, and the <HOLY SPIRIT> gave me proof ... strong proofs, literal proofs ... for instance, i found myself in a situation where i am dressed up as a priestess outside my house, in the public sphere, i knew how people would see me, i could see myself from that point of view easily, i said, god, please give me a sign that i am doing what you want from me and i am not delusional and making a complete fool of myself, i thought quietly in despair ... with a butterfly i would have been happy, but not, i heard a big noise and looked sideways, and on the corner of my street, 26 HARRIETT STREET, ADELAIDE, SOUTH AUSTRALIA, a big track stopped suddenly, it had a big thumb up drawn on it and in big words, OK ... i am a practitioner of synchronicity and that was synchronic no doubt ...
the whole story is just <FANTASTIC> , it has it all, this is because i am very <BRAVE>, i am MAPUCHE indian inside, a MACHI, no matter how much my blood was mixed it just made the overall stronger ... ¿what if? is my seal, this allowed me to ACCEPT WHAT I WITNESS WITHOUT EVER ASKING ¿is this possible? instead i would LIVE THE EXPERIENCE THROUGH KNOWING THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES THROUGHOUT TIME ... whern things went wrong i ALWAYS KNEW IT WAS MY OWN DOING. we
are <symbolicreatures>
<QUE BONITOS SON LOS
INDIOS * i am a brave indian and the spirit loves me for this ... it has given me incredible opportunities. * i met the <bestTEACHER> i could <hope> *
i met <AMAZING> * i saw the <sufispirit> and the <SUFI> spirit wasme and thesocalled <FATHER> of >AUSTRALIAN SOCIALECOLOGY<, an ABUSER of WOMEN, saw me that night in his dream, the same dream i had the same night, he said i said: live life face to face * i descended to HELL & met FRANCESCA DA RIMINI
i stayed enough
to acquire the LANGUAGE that allow me
to WRITE this and NOMORE ... my travel notes here: >speculation< is a >CYCLE< of >never ending grief<
PROBLEM: ¿how come we live in such a boring world when the world of the spirit is like living inside a good magikal realistic book? dear Melanie, i didnīt know about the ways in which we are programmed to be boring, i see you have a GOOD POINT on this, a most excellent point indeed .. language makes us, no questions asked, on top as Vygotsky said, language is socially mediated, we not only learn the mechanics of sound we learn the FEELINGS OPINIONS MOODS PREJUDICES related to words as we learn them ... it is also different to learn a language of 1,000 words where all of the words are directly related to survival and where the rest of the sound was musik, than to learn TO_KNOW_SOME_FEW_WORDS from an 80,000 >wordSET<>LANGUAGE< words confuse the mind, Antonin Artaud suffered for this immensely, he called words those blue vitrious bodies (corpúsculos vitreos y azules) words
have a place <I GIVE YOU MY WORD> this is the word that counts
this is the word most inexistent in the world, off i wonīt take more of your time ... i have read many books, i hope i remember more names ... but i will look in some of my old notes and see if there is some treasure i could let you know of and this time we might be lucky and you might not have heard of it ... a big hug, kind regards claudia :)
RE: [Fwd: RE: hello] dear Melanie, i once read an extract, never read the whole book, but it is from doctor Crick, as in Watson and Crick ... anyhow Crick did an statistical analysis of DNA and amino-acids ... if i remember correctly he quite clearly demonstrates that the construct of DNA must be, and should be understood as a language, if it was only for probabilities the amount of amino-acids is staggering, however, we know that DNA only makes for over 20 and no more ... it is like with letters in an alphabet is just a limited number of letters but in theory we can invent an infinite number of words
music is also a language in the same sense, few base
sounds what i find quite extraordinary is that for many many many years the rule was that without sunlight there is no life, but as soon as we got down in the ocean we ended up finding a world we didn´t even imagine existed, and this new world has not seen the sunlight as far as we know ... biology pushes one´s
imagination onto dna DNA never stops amazing us ... life is just EXTRAORDINARY ... the notion of some chaos as necessary and good: FOR EACH 1 OF ORDER 1,618 OF CHAOS ... MATRIX doesn´t like straight lines, those lines big and small DO NOT EXIST ... there is no UNIFORMITY in HEAVEN there is HARMONY, which is different ...
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dear Melanie, i know i have strong views, i can only say that i have seen the world in awful ways, in fact i have even been tortured by secret agents from the Pinochet´s regime, CNI ... this was a forming experience, not so much from the trauma of being tortured but from the fact that one realizesthere are AT LEAST two realities coexisting ... everything tends to be double faced ... this is one of the most difficult aspects of modern life to come to terms with ... understanding that we have been lied for whatever the reason: there is a foreground and a background to the illusion of civilization ... my son once was very upset with me and asked me what i wanted in life, and i said, in this life i stopped wanting, i accept, i only have dreams for when i am outside my body ... i will be a mean ghost, i would like to be able to summon Kali´s strength and determination ...
passion flower: deVINE
i as you, find the notion of monotheistic god impossible to live, i experienced god as almost TOTAL bliss and the experience was of absolute physical ecstasies ... i said almost total, because there was a little voice in me that everytime i was going to disappear as a UNIT inside this total blissful ecstatic place, asked, WHO AM I? ... this has been for me the question that brought me back from the most incredible places ... who am I? i know who i am ... and i know what i came to do ... it isn´t something i discuss with many people ... i have come to the conclusion that humans are topological fields, this is a mathematical space which has one characteristic, no point in the field EVER negates itself ... and this is how we humans function, we have to be TRUE to our true nature otherwise we fall sick, psychologically sick and then physically sick ... we cannot negate ourselves ... this seems to be the trick ... WHEN THE immaterial MATRIX created GOD, he was created with 4 hearts: love, hate, fear & joy. THESE 4 hearts by the NATURAL AULOS OF SAME GOES WITH SAME, were SEPARATED IN 2 VORTEX, 2 BUFFALOS. 1 vortex full of goodness had the LOVE and JOY hearts 1 vortex full of evil had the HATE and FEAR hearts As the VORTEX DEVELOPED INTO FULL FORM and completed their HUMAN HEARTS, the vortex of goodness BECAME Ahura Mazda and the vortex of HATE and FEAR BECAME Angra Mainyu. Ahura Mazda out of his GOODNESS CREATED A MISTRESS BUILDER OF THE UNIVERSE, A WOMAN WITH ONLY 2 HEARTS: love and joy, THE MATRIX. THROUGH THE MATRIX WORK Ahura Mazda will be COMPLETE at the end of the FIRST GOLDEN CYCLE, and thus the DAUGHTER becomes the QUEEN OF HEAVEN, MOTHER OF GOD, by SHOWING GOD BLACK CAN BE ACHIEVED BY REJECTING LIGHT INSTEAD OF ABSORBING IT: TOURMALINE, BLACK BY REJECTING NOT BY ABSORBING, THE ONLY TRUE GOOD BLACK, TOURMALINE BLACK, MAGNETISM, FAMILY. we are bad because we are
god chose to destroy his two bad hearts and thus by BEHAVING MORALLY AND ETHICALLY GOD TRANSFORMED HIS HEARTS OF HATE AND FEAR INTO COMPASSION AND SELFLESS GIVING GOD created US as the immaterial
MATRIX created HIM, without those 2::primordial points of contradiction no movement no delta no difference stillness flat-linner WHEN THE FIRST GOLDEN CYCLE IS COMPLETED THERE WILL NOT BE EVIL IN THE UNIVERSE, only goodness.
THERE IS ONLY ONE MATRIX ONE GOD AND HIS HOLY LIGHT
evil cannot be free If, says the
Kabalah, If, on the
other hand,
i live in a land where the Mother of God, is THE MAIN spiritual figure, people here have god of course, Christ indeed, BUT THE MOTHER IS THE MOTHER ... this does something to your mind ... i understand the Buddha's precepts and the 10 commandments, if we were good to each other we wouldn´t need things to be so clearly stated, but we are not good to each other, we are taught to compete ... i am also convinced of the many dimensions of god ... there are two books relating to this topic: Carl Jung´s Story of Job and Conversations with Angels: what Swendenborg Heard in Heaven, Emanuel Swendenborg ... god´s field evolves and learns with us, it is all one and we are part, not a passive part but an important an alive force ... Mapuche people said humans are in the universe to create harmony, of course with ALPHA waves HARMONIC AULOS instead we surround OUR EARTH ever more with ´alien_noises´ and the noise we should be creating with our brain IS NOT there. modern medicine is realizing the power of meditation dreaming mind -> MATTER follows -> MATTER controlling mind - dreams STOP/diseases START <-
i
do love having had the opportunity
to write about this ... as i said i don´t have many chances to
do it; thanks
SO VERY MUCH for your time, kind regards and a big hug, claudia, morgana
nawelbuta.
RE: [Fwd: RE: hello] hi Melanie, first of all i would like to apologize for being so keen with messages, please feel free to say STOP at any time ... i have done this before and it was good, i was intellectually pushed by a sociologist to say i was Latin American or Chilean, that i belonged, through this process i came with the answer that made me free from his interest in myself fitting into some cultural construct, i said: I AM MY OWN CULTURE ... i said this but it didnīt mean much, like when one paints something and in time the picture becomes clear and accurate in its symbolism ...
sisters
years after saying that i was my own culture i met a MAPUCHE LONKO, a chief, needless to say how much we laughed ... in Melbourne ... i met him at a very important time at the house of a friend of mine and his wife; the wife was a lot more indian looking than me, A LOT MORE, it made her feel she had authority over universal truths and claimed i was crazy, i enjoy this story very much ;) one day, my friendīs wife asked the Lonko how a Lonko becomes a Lonko, and he said that a Lonko comes from a family where men can talk through problems like women, then my friendīs wife asked mockingly, tell me where does a Machi come from? A MAGIKAL BEING; the Lonko said, ah! thatīs different, a MACHI dreams herself and she is guided by her grand mothers ... which is what i had told my wifeīs friend was happening to me ... this is when I AM MY OWN CULTURE became so meaningful ... I AM MY CULTURE ... it is in me, i am it ... many years ago, i was in my early 20īs, i tried SAN PEDRO, south amerikan peyote, with friends at uni ... i ended up HIGH HIGH HIGH in LOS ANDES MOUNTAINS ... so high i saw CONDORS nesting around ... when my friend and i stopped climbing and turned around we could not stand up properly we were leaning against the side of the mountain ... at night there was a most amazing sound, later on iīve heard similar sounds with mediation of electronic devices, the sound was strong and it had a humming quality, thereīs a game: a cotton thread through a button (run run), this game makes a sound that comes and goes, so did the humming ...
after the sound, the ground was covered in white, round, shinning structures, and although we did not plan the day we went up, of course it was full moon ... this is where chile houses some of the best telescopes on Earth ... the sky was as clear as electronic, it was like being in a laser show, but at the time we saw all this, laser technology was in its infancy in the show biz ... if this all was not enough, the air started to shine and move; it was like a spotted cloth; it was butterflies, every time they opened their wings, these shone with the moonlight and so did the flowers on the ground; the flowers and the butterflies used THE SAME STRATEGY, were well camouflaged and closed up during the day, and their outside was the same colour of the dirt ... JUST FANTASTIC !!!
next morning it was clouded in El Elqui valley, only 3 days a year something like that is expected to happen, and it happened; then the fog became energized with the sunlight and came up the mountain, it kept on going for hours; it became a cloud and disappeared over our heads ... after this, we run down the mountain; the next morning a donkey became hooked on our presence, it was funny ... he finally left, i was happy ... all of a sudden i felt like DANCING i was really happy; i saw my boy friendīs face and he was horrified and talking to me fast and angrily, i couldnīt hear what he was saying i kept on dancing it was so wonderful ... i couldn´t hear him, i tried to hear, he was saying: do you want me to believe you are making this? i honestly didnīt know what he was talking about, it was an earthquake 4th of October, 1983, a 7.3 in the Richter scale earthquake ... i didnīt feel any of it, i was busy dancing ... this is illogical, a person cannot not feel an earthquake standing almost on top of the epicentre, but i didnīt ...
i know i have strong political views, they are honest and sprang from the need of individual freedoms and the right to respect NATURE over anything manufactured ... when i came to Chile i was detained after 16 years in Australia, i was released the next day, but it was scary ... i was told by active political people that i should not have any problems coming back to Chile as they, who were so important, could come and go as they pleased ... i still had to think having problems to be considered ... one morning i had to do something and woke up erratic, as i turned and changed directions quickly i noticed people acting as if they had been caught ... i felt unsafe ... i saluted the strangest of all amongst the lot ... i went to the womenīs resource centre in the city, read my email, and before leaving took an oracle, it said: sometimes you need to take two steps backwards before one great leap forward ... sounded like Leninīs to me, i smiled ;)
i left the centre by thinking, i am going back home, as i walked back, i lived in Adelaide City, i saw a friend of mine i havenīt seen in years; the friend who taught me to read the TAROT, he was taught by his Maltese Grandmother ... we had a coffee and he told me he hadnīt read the cards for 10 years ... it was like going way back in the past, i gave him my cards and went back home ... i felt the spirit strong ... this is when street performing transformed itself into something powerful, something alive, something synchronous with the surroundings, romantic, crazy ...
i sang the songs i was taught in Cuba to summon the 7 POWERS OF NATURE, to protect myself and call a spiritual guide; i spoke at the front of my house to the empty sky and said: i am going back to live in Chile, and i donīt want to live scared again, so i want to warn you, if i die a death that is not the death i was meant to die, i will call for ALL OF MY WILL POWER and will make an Earthquake 18 in the Richter scale, i call my great grandmother the MAPUCHE MACHI from Riņinahue to hear my words and help me in what i am about to start ...
many months later when the whole set of ceremonies/quantic games/street performances/CUBAN SANTERIA INSTALATIONS, was over, i was walking in downtown Adelaide, i was wearing a hat with a feather, i looked like an Amerikan Indian, i was walking by the Festival Theatre and an Aboriginal man called me, he had a front tooth missing, he was smiling at me, he was very friendly ... soon after we met, he introduced himself as being an outsider to Adelaide, just in a short and quick visit, he was a man from the ULURU dreaming, the EARTHQUAKE dreaming ... it was a short, intense and happy time, we said bye to most probably never see each other again, at least in this plane ... needless to say i felt/left strong and safe ...
when i took peyote in my youth, i thought: i am feeling as if networks were being formed inside my head, long before networks became a widespread concept ... my brain was working as never before; eventually i felt the temperature of my head rising and my brain as if ripening, and then it was beating like my heart; i was CONCERNED, and thought, i will monitor how i feel ... nothing bad seemed to have happened, on the contrary i could do amazing, illogical physical acts, i stopped worrying and remember thinking, we DO NOT USE THE BRAIN, we know this, we even seem to be a bit proud about this fact, we only use a small, almost insignificant part of the brain, if this was true, and it is, then my brain was functioning normally, AT FULL CAPACITY ... it felt nice having a beating warm brain even if it was for a little while ...
i started feeling/thinking TOPOLOGICAL FIELDS ... my thoughts moved in my brain as you show in the picture i called brain further up
approaching zero as well ... i felt there was no contradiction between opposite sides but synergy ... i love
your diagram it has so much power in its simplicity ...
when my teacher from Nicaragua was alive, she received recepies from the spiritual world, she was told by spirits to ask me for help, as if i decided to do something i was like a dog with a bone ... this happened in 1997-98 ... she received a recepie from Ancient Egypt, she was vehement when telling me, i will make one of each of these recipies for myself and one for you, i want you to know these are used when fighting RIGHT AGAINST THE CENTRE OF EVIL ... which i now call right or wrongly, Ormethion, as well as i call godīs field rightly or wrongly TATAGATA FIELD, THUS COME FIELD: ecstatic/pleasurable/easy_going/uncomplicated love ... she also said she knew i wouldn´t have a clue of what she was saying ... she was right ... i received the recepies and placed the magikal installation according to her instructions ... little i knew i would fight against a system that locks a person in a hospital for 5 days without written authority by the courts on the grounds that the person is too involved in her/his religion ... in Adelaide you can say that a priest with his magikal words transforms wine into blood and bread into flesh and drink and eat these and give these to others every so often and this is QUITE logical, sure, of course .. but try to have a small fire on a plate outside, no that is too much for the patriarchal establishment ... i fought for ceremonial rights and won, the idea was to lock me in Glenside but all the crazy people in Adelaide went MAD the same day and there were no rooms available, this i was told by the STAFF of the hospital, no the weirdos the hospital staff showed me so that i was aware there were strange-outsiders in the hospital dealing with me ... i was taken to the Royal Adelaide by the police once before for few hours, i had friends advocating for me as an ARTIST ... in between these hospitalizations i was given an Aboriginal oracle ... i did a chakra reading and at the bottom of my existence, why i came to this physical plane for i had RED OCHRE --- and this is how the vision i had in the desert around Ceduna in 1993 became clear ... it was only in 2004 when i read my chakra according to Aboriginal understanding of life forces that i understood the male spirit expected a big North Amerikan Indian, instead he found himself with a young woman who wasnīt even big ... he was polite but distant ... the women knew about his shock, this is why they laughed ...... when i told my Aboriginal friend what i saw, she laughed, she told her sisters and friends in the desert, all in Aboriginal language ... her sisters and friends laughed until tears rolled down their cheeks ... those grown up women asked her over and over again to ask me what happened in my vision and as i am a good performer i showed them my face the male warrior spiritīs face ... we enjoyed this so much ... i didnīt have a clue about the meaning of the vision and the women didnīt say anything just laugh and asked me to tell them again and again ... so when i found the physical reason for my being i was determined ... i explained to the 3 young female psychiatrists who saw me after the woman psychiatrist from Handorf ... these 3 women were multicultural, a greek, a chinese, an anglosaxon ... the greek said i was too involved in my rites, excuse me, i have greek friends and their rites are long and involved ... the chinese woman didnīt say a word, i just knew she wasnīt my friend, but the anglosaxon woman WAS GORGEOUS ... when i said: look i suffer from fybromyalgia and my doctor said i had to do something that made me happy i decided to fight for ceremonial rights for Aboriginal people by performing in public places my own rites ... the anglosaxon woman has surely being formed within the Australian FEMINIST culture and what i said was so clear to her that she smiled and then the doctors were gone ... there were no rooms anywhere in Adelaide for crazy people they all went mad, so i was finally put to rest with the people who had had heart transplants, very symbolic, this was the only room available, you have to understand the hospital put a guard outside my door 24 hours a day; the staff at the ward didnīt like the idea of me being there and then kept asking me, why i was there? one of them even whispered to me showing me her cross saying that christians were persecuted in Australia, i was astonished ... the feminist anglosaxon psychiatrist brought with her a lovely and beautiful young man, probably Irish, she said to me he was studying at the police academy and that she would like for me to talk to him ... i felt really good, the cost physically, mentally, psychologically and socially was extraordinary but the gain was sublime ... i had been asked to talk about Aboriginal Ceremonial Rights from inside the belly of the monster to an Australian police officer ... i only hope that my words touched his soul ... i donīt know if you managed to get here, if you did, thank you ... kind regards, claudia Rosario de la Luz ;) your diagram explained to me how my brain can have experiences where the opposites happened at the same time, for instance, when i was little and suffered from extremely high fevers and i was in a landscape which was small but big and soft but rough beautiful and ugly and so on and in a couple of occasions when i felt and experienced two places simultaneously . . . <memory>
Dr Melanie C. Purcell
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U*L*U*R*U dear Melanie, thank you so much for being in these times ... it is very unusual for people with our sensitivities, knowing everything has spirit, to be in this world where unhealthy egotistical feelings are the norm ... i have been told by people they feel about me like as if i was fresh air, i feel that same sensation with you ... i know in this world what i will say would sound corny but not in the DIMENSION OF ART, i think of you and my heart rejoices ... get to know you has been the PROOF i am correct, as i only receive new important knowledge when i have won the privilege, and the KLEIN BOTTLE and the gift of your beautiful nature are for me the best way to know i did as expected ... you have no idea how bad at following instructions i am EVEN IF I WANT TO, but i think i understand what you describe i should make ... i will do it in Viņa del Mar ... tomorrow, Tuesday ... when doing my monthly visit to my sister ... i love being with my sister, she will love hearing about you and the Klein Bottle ... i would like to share the following with you as this story is also Magikal ... when the latest invasion to Irak started i camped, i asked for holidays, and camped by the tv in my lounge room ... i wanted to hear EVERYTHING that was said on available cable tv ... cnn, bbc, abc, etc ... i felt SO SAD and overwhelmed by emotion i prayed to the holy spirit to the thus come field and said, i feel so much for the people from Iraq but i knew nobody from over there ... i asked to be introduced to a person from Iraq, and my wish came true ... at the Blue Mountains in NSW ... this is something i wrote to my friend Nizar shortly after i met him: dear friend, i have to say that i have learnt from you about life, art and performance ... but most importantly for me, i have learnt about myself ... this is what i have to tell: system comment COMMENCE SET MAIN WATERFALL SUBSEQUENCE NEWRAIN port DE PALOS play PRERECORDED MESSAGE FROM MACHI bring
me the rain, http://claudia.va.com.au/nizar/pages/nizar_the_rain.htm and this is the site i made after camping in my lounge room by the tv: http://claudia.va.com.au/slipofthetongue/lapsus_linguae.htm
¿invisible man? END MESSAGE FROM MACHI my friend doesnīt write to me very often but he always does it at important times, i feel i scare him a little, i cannot blame him, he is from Iraq, he doesnīt feel safe ... and when we were together for a little while in New Castle we had a lot of official and unofficial cars checking on us ... leftists from Iraq and Chile together, we better keep an eye on them said the arm of the law ... it fits in todayīs logic, so as i said i canīt blame my friend for the way i make him feel ... there is one feeling i canīt let go, and this is feeling OUTRAGED with evil, i strongly believe i am entitled to this rage ... i do not transform this rage into anger as this is a wasteful way of dealing with what affects us deeply, instead i RITUALIZE my strength ... i mentioned to you in Chile and Latin America you are bombarded by images of THE MOTHER OF GOD ... it
is the MOTHER here, no doubt ... I remember when Francescaīs <MOTHER> in
Latin Amerika the main celestial figure is the VIRGIN,
they are all over the place in all colours and dimensions ... not only
on the 4th of JUNE 2005 a fool on the ¿isn´t she LA VIRGEN DEL CARMEN? my EYEWITNESS AND myself were ABSOLUTELY dumbfounded, JUST IMAGINE! VIRGEN
DEL CAMEN WAS FIRST SEEN IN 300 BC
@
the time of the latest i recited this song standing on a piece of cement in the middle of nowhere in front of a small island of <sealions> ... i had the strong feeling it referred directly to the Earth: Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum, yeap thatīs the Earth Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus, yeap, the Earth Santa Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus. nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. yeap, from dust to dust, thatīs the Earth ... it is hard for me to understand how people can spend most of their time in fabricated cubicles avoiding the elements ... when being outdoors is wonderful ... i recited the song and with open arms i swirled around looking at the landscape ... BEAUTIFUL ... the ocean, the mountains, the birds, the sea lions, the waves, the wind, my dogs ... all of it, gorgeous ... those feelings about the MOTHER OF GOD guided me through the last quantic game ... and influenced what follows: Houston,
Houston: do you actually copy?
with
ALL YOUR MIGHT! thou
shall not it
was too fucking bad!!! see me riding in a donkey to heaven tonight look at the stars and forget how cold it is under your bare feet see me smiling by the sea smelling a rose closing my eyes and remembering my life god
i asked, please introduce and as anglosaxons say, the rest is history and maybe religion, or mythology, who is to say? with all my love and friendship, Rosario de la Luz, Morgana Nawelbuta SYSTEM PREPARE TO DOWNLOAD 4,3,1 downloading, please wait . . . #################################################### #################################################### SYSTEM END FOREIGN COMMENT SYSTEM RESET GATE RESET >THANK$ FOR YOUR GIFT$< dear Melanie, thank you for being so lovely and REALLY THANK YOU for the magik bag, i had magik shoes, magic robes, a magik stick and a magik hat in my life, this is the first BAG ... thank you and yes, i will read the entries you mentioned ... i am sure the links are on the email Francesca forwarded to me ... a big hug ... my friend Nizar told me that with good manners and a big smile you can accomplish anything in life ... another hug and all my love, claudia ;) PS: this is about Mapuche people, funny you also know NIZAR, what a pity communication didn´t happen, he IS FUNNY, REALLY FUNNY.
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60 thousand year cycle ... http://claudia.va.com.au/mars/index.html once again THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR GIFTS
hi, i was trying to write something where i can make some sense about this ... as a biologist i have NO PROBLEM about a primordial creative FEMALE force ... from observing the natural world there is ONE constant i can see clearly, VARIETY ... i have the feeling that the centre field, what people call god, has NO GENDER, it is neutral and is in NOWHERE ... the nowhere of modern physics, matter springing from nowhere . . . god´s closed eye ...
in
my view, the centre is neutral ... but if the centre is not neutral
and must have a gender then i would say it is a MATRIX therefore
FEMALE ... parthenogenesis is a fact ... creation is outlandish
... the MALE form is the result of the creative strength contained in
the FEMALE MATRIX ... MALE potentiated FEMALE creation but
was not a condition sine qua non for creation, the FEMALE is
... i love the image of a MOTHER and her son as the first beings ... i
believe that the MALE is her son because HE IS younger,
the FEMALE field has been around a lot longer ... in our reality FEMALE
and MALE coexist, from this point on i can clearly see
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Buddha gives a simple recipie, if one is good, has a good heart and good feelings and good intentions then whatever goes against oneīs happiness is a DAEMON ... demons work against goodness ... the original plan of the primordial geometer wasnīt to cover the earth in blood, dirt, and cow´s manure ... thatīs for sure, evil does not move towards <happiness> but towards >euphoria< ... In the Story of Job Carl Jung claims it was an angel who told him what to write: Carl Jung used god, but i would say the MALE side of god had a conversation with Ormethion, this is how i will call the centre of evil, definetely MALE, and definitely>MISOGYNIST< ... in this conversation the centre of evil said to the MALE side of god: look what a beautiful Earth you gave to people and nobody loves you ... yes said the MALE said of god, there is one person who does, Job ... the story goes, the MALE side of god allowed the centre of evil to do the most horrible things to Job just to prove he was loved ... what the centre of evil said to the MALE side of God was that Job didnīt really love him but loved the possessions and prestige he had; eventually Job, the person who loved the MALE side of god so dearly was a wretch ... Job only kept his life, but nothing else ... when the MALE side of god realized what he had done, he also realized he could not pay for the pain he caused unless he suffered in a human body, suffer as a MAN, and so this is why the MALE side of god came with the idea of Jesus ... the MALE side of god also realized that the centre of evil was a master of deception and set up a lot of guards around the MALE field so that Ormethion will never come in direct contact again ... why a virgin? why not? the primordial geometers are flamboyant ... in the HOLY Quran there is a passage of how the new born child stood up and defended Mary and her rights ... why a virgin? i cannot think this to be the case of the MALE side of god being >MISOGYNIST<, quite the opposite, i see that the MALE side of god found that NO MAN was good enough for his MUM ... i love the mother of Jesus, when i think in how she must have suffered as a mother i feel for her as if she was someone close to me ... i saw La Pieta in Rome, i was hypnotized by the stone, i couldnīt move for a long time ... as i think about this i come to realise i am in love with all of the potentials of the <FEMALE> ... i like kali and what she does and represents, i love the primordial female dove flying to the sky creating all that is, i love the female as a spider, i love kuan yin and the fact that Buddha said, while you are alive you can ask <BUDDHA> but in hell, there is ONLY >KUAN
YIN< ... i know god, female and male, love PARADOXes, for instance, i needed to be TOTALLY UN-CATHOLIC in a very Catholic land, then go to the other side of the world to find the teacher that will show me how to be a WITCH and when i found her, she was CHRISTIAN, we had to use the bible and it WAS HARD FOR ME, believe me ... me, a good atheist Marxist, for godīs sake! our spiritual guides are from the invisible white lodge, the first person to receive the message was an PERSIAN, he had a dream where Jesus told him he was going to give him all his secret recepies for protection and to fight demons (perfumes, oils, magikal passes), absolutely ALL his knowledge, but there was ONE CONDITION and one condition only, he, Ali Khan, could only pass the knowledge to the person WHO LOVED JESUSī MOTHER, MARY, the most ... that was THE condition ... Ali Khan, gave his Word, good solid word and for many centuries remained in the realm of the spiritual world waiting to find the person he knew loved MARY the most ... he found her, finally, in the 20th century, Latin Amerika, Costa Rica ... i @gree with Aboriginal people, since patriarchy was imposed on EARTH, the MALE has tried to explain to people in MANY BOOKS what is the origin of pain: unethical behaviour ... the MALE side of god has one recurrent message, <TO BE HAPPY ONE MUST CARE ABOUT OTHERS NOT ABOUT ONESELF> ... it wasnīt necessary to repeat this simple truth again and again before patriarchy because women tend to CLANS and in a clan the young, the weak, the sick and the old are cared for ... women know how to have GOOD TIMES, at least this is what my youngest son believes ;) how
wonderful will be the day when the strong are there for the weak
... as it was the original idea ... in this sad world the opposite
happens. Poor countries paying impossible foreign debts maintain
the standard of living of rich and powerful countries ... children in
Afrika are used as guinea pigs because it is cost effective, a negrito
child costs 10 dollars a computer simulated model a lot more ... and
there are so many examples like this it is overwhelming ... i am convinced
the Ormethion is where >HATRED for the FEMALE< comes
from ... envy of the
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destroying life? THE
PRIMORDIAL ENEMY OF THE believe mighty MOUSE has spoken like the FIRST blackBIRD LIKE the first MORNING ... LIFE is the enemy of the >Ormethion< ... black holes, >ABSORBING BLACK, Stephen Hawkins BLACK<, will consume matter and slowly over time will release particle by particle so that these will decompose and cease to exist ... it is a simple BUT STUPID plan ... <MAYANS> were masters of time ... evil WIZARDS stole <ANCIENT knowledge> and then convinced people witch-craft was superstition and as time went by even god was superstition ... how convenient ... not so simple, then the FEMINISTS came and with their MAGNIFICENT MINDS started to unravel the secret and as they unravel old forgotten truths they empowered the MATRIX ... what
would the centre of evil fear the most, the centre being MALE
and MISOGYNIST? a VIRGIN MOTHER who ADORES HER SON
and who is prepared to fight for him ... i canīt think about VIRGIN MARY as an empty vessel used by the MALE god for his devious purposes ... she was a virgin because she was not available to men ... men and his institutions and not god used her virginity against humanity, evil and only evil can start from a truth to end up on a lie, deceitful ... poor Nizar, i imagine how hard it must be for him ... it took me a long time to understand we have been brought up in cultures so different that is like coming from different planets, i could, in time, with patience understand him but i am from chile and we were colonized by spaniards and spaniards were civilised by Arabs, who lived in Spain for 7 centuries ... we had poetry in common, and the responsibility one acquires when giving oneīs word, and that was it ... Nizar knew about Chile and Salvador Allende, we had that in common ... when i met him i met another wonderful person <Graham King> an Aboriginal man, so nice and wonderful that if you ever had the opportunity enjoy his company ... ok,
dear Melanie, by the way i am reading from your site ... I
LOVE your work ... a big hug, claudia ;) >EXORCISTS//<
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